Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Will She or Wont She?

Been talking to my eldest a lot lately in hopes that maybe I can get through to planet I don't wanna listen to your mouth mommy! She has confided in me today that she wants to rejoin our family here in South Carolina, while my heart wants to rejoyice cause my child, my first born wants to come home...another part of me thinks hmm I dunno if she wants to cause she misses us or is it cause of her dad randomly shutting down her internet. She made up with her boyfriend in England and well if he shuts down the internet then she can't talk to him. I wish I had some magic crystal ball or hell a magic 8 ball would do to question the intent of my child! She hasn't broken it to her father just yet what she wants but however I don't know that she will either she said she had wrote him a letter. I don't know if she will give it to him or talk to him about it or if she really is going to move back home she has gone back and forth before my wayward teen! I miss her, I love her however I wonder cause she does have some hard headedness going on if it's really for the best for us to all come back together! I guess maybe she has learned to appreciate her family more I hope so! Time will maybe with some prayers and patients we'll all work this out in the end! And just as I get ready to end this blog I get a phone call from her and she wants me to tell her father for her...I can't do that, it is something that she has to and needs to do herself! *sigh* Oh where shall this take us now!

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